I know by now

that I don’t know what will happen next and what I expect doesn’t even exist. What is in store is not held in the borders of a well studied mind, but is grown far beyond in the ether of space; a vast, mysterious wide open place. Seeded with love in the wild heart beating inside, … More I know by now

a journey of life

Hi and Happy Canadian Thanksgiving I want to share this post in the event that anyone is struggling, going through an awakening or feeling insecure or unsafe. I hope it helps you to find peace and helps your inner light to shine brighter. In 2006 I began a profound spiritual awakening. It started with feeling … More a journey of life

knowing another

no one is who I think them to be  just as no other can really know me. A mental construct of who we think we are personality fabricated and made up over all of these years. In the flash of a moment the old thought erased  wiped clear with barely a wisp or a trace. … More knowing another

Create Your Way

Be creative, they say. write, paint, or draw, or even take a fun picture today. I pick up the pencil, a crayon of color, my mind is a blank, nothing wants to be drawn, not just for drawing’s sake. Back in the box, one by one, With a sigh, I save them for another run. … More Create Your Way

Negotiating for Love

I’ve been negotiating forever within my own small world. Conversations repeat in a circular mind. I should have said this instead of that. I could have been less angry, less hurt, and betrayed; more kind and I could have just settled, kept everything the same. The scenarios follow the grooves of the familiar worn track, … More Negotiating for Love