The world is madly beautiful. What I realize, what I know to be true, I look around and see that I am now and have always been free. I take refuge in stillness and peace calm and serene tranquility of a blessed silence – the beauty and wholeness of Being. As I withdraw, pull back, … More Refuge
Searching her whole life for the thing to be fixed believing once found she would be changed, not the same one, sad, mired deeply in pain. She looked at what the world could provide – in faces, behaviors and empty eyes. The pond of life, she thought, showed her flaws; dents, things inside, broken … More Return of Happiness
I’m getting better at marriage I must agree but it’s not the man I wed that completes me. Considering I’ve been knocked out in two different rounds I entered a third, when faith lifted me up off the ground. This man is the best kind, caring and true he loves me wholly and thorough and … More the perfect marriage
I have an issue I’m trying to understand and solve. It involves beautiful or sexy women. Particularly women that are sexualized, more specifically, women that are sexualized that my husband finds beautiful. It could be a women on a runway wearing shiny strings and a smile, women posing seductively on a billboard or a woman’s … More Wake up Sexy … your soul is calling
I chose I chose this life I chose the family of origin I chose the men I chose the children I chose the journey I chose to be acceptance in motion I chose to feel love as deeply as I chose the pain I chose to be love flowing out in waves I chose. And … More I chose
This best friend is kind the type you want to be around and she is so very sweet, thoughtful, and just the One you’d like to meet. She’s always there, ears ready to hear, eyes shining bright, looking deeply inside – past the facade of smiles and nods and shallow ‘of course I’m fine‘ replies. … More Best Friend
What is it to be a Master? I’m realizing that it is as ‘simple’ as having control over my rising emotions; the ‘event’ is outside of me and that it is not me. My reaction to anything, however, is only fully and completely up to me. The physical symptoms begin; a raise in body temperature, … More on becoming a master
There is a space inside where I’ve not ever been. At the center; irritation, it seems, agitation, some ‘not quite rightness’ dry, frozen, deep, raw; a hidden cavern, a concern for weeks, more like months, maybe even years have passed, run around, filling todo’s, occupying time and every little ‘out of place’ thing gets set … More still listening
Expression I’m realizing how important it is to express myself. It wasn’t something that I ever did. Not as a child or adolescent and even more true as an adult. I never shared what I was feeling. Partly because I was unable to explain living like a stranger on the planet, feeling like spare parts, and partly because … More Earth Survival Guide
I’m often looking for someone to be. Someone smart, someone evolved, knowing, clever, happy, light, trying to appear joyful. I want to put on an air of confidence. I try to grasp something, an idea of how I want to be perceived. What hat should I wear? What will they think of me? How do … More a/voi/dance
Kathy Maloney Mathieu 